Ill Husband Misunderstandings Marital Troubles

by Depressed wife
(USA)

Would you please pray for my husband and me? He has had cancer multiple times and is angry. It has changed me and not for the better. I took all of my emotions/fears within and imploded. I'm not myself anymore and neither is he. I can never relax around him.

Our "marriage" is not. I am so depressed and sad about all that has happened (my fault/reaction), that I have suicidal thoughts. I wanted a happy marriage. It's anything but. I take drugs I don't need and do nothing. I am so depressed and so is he.

I don't recognize myself anymore. My son even told me that I have changed - marriage should be out the best in each other, ours has brought out the stress in each other. Nothing good. No intimacy at all. I feel like a thing. He gets mad that I don't do anything, but I don't know what to do. I feel helpless. I want our love restored but we are dead to each other. I am afraid it might get physical.

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